patience- remembering to let her have her perfect work

so, i got the mac.  i got the blog name.  i got the ebook.  but learning the program (photoshop cs3) is proving
                          f  r  u  s t r a t i n g.
truly.

i am watching a tutorial on how to make a simple banner for my blog and it is assuming i know where the buttons are.  and they are so small and i can barely see them and ......and i know nothing.   nothing.{breathing}
i just opened the program for the first time.  yikes!   this is going to take more patience than i thought.

{more breathing}  but the promise is to let her have her perfect work so i can be perfect and entire, lacking nothing.

so, i guess i need to go back to the beginning and patiently learn.

{still breathing}